I loved you from the very beginning. Even when you were tagged as 'my friend's brother', she wouldn't stop talking about you and the things you do that I began wondering whether her older brother is everything she tells about him, and I've discovered that indeed you are, and even more.
You're everything I could've hoped for. You're attractive, smart and mature, funny and friendly, and you loved me like no one ever did. How can you ever stop loving the person you've dreamed of?
He might not be perfect, but his flaws are not the kind that would make me stop thinking about him every minute of the day, wondering if he's thinking about me too.
But that's just wishfull thinking. The perfect couple had been torn to pieces months ago.
We're flying solo, but were never actually apart- I still see him every single week, we fight, make up, make love and nap. We're like every ordinary couple, except we're not a couple anymore. That's what makes this situation unbarable to think of. Could you be with your loved one, but never not quite? Won't it drive you mad?
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